Mislead into darkness...

                      

You have blamed everything on your pretentious emotions.

I walk down this path all alone, tired of living on the edge of an emotional rollercoaster.

This life has been nothing but s**t handed to me on a silver platter.

You have taken me away from everything i have ever known; everything is left in the midst; forsaken.

Dreams have been shattered on the empty walls you expect me to call life, the home you once created is now the hell you will soon visit.

You say there is no limit on how far you’ll go no boundaries no lengths.

 

The pain is internal, the hate has no lengths.

I miss the dad I once had I can’t control my emotions

When I close my eyes I see the heart that you had, the words that you said, the nights we spent praying the thoughts in my head you can’t imagine the mental images that I visit

I can feel the blood dripping... down... down like the drops rain falling toward me on that never ending roller coaster.

What do you expect me to do? I’m done living in your world, leaving everything forsaken.

Life isn’t a fancy feast you can’t dish it out on platters

 

I’ve created my own dreams don’t ruin them again they are on my own mind I’ve created my own platter

I am not immutable I can change my own lengths.

I am not like you I can’t leave my family drowning in there tears; once again forsaken.

I will live my own life I won’t hide my hatred and emotions

When this life is over you’ll regret making me walk on egg shells making reality a live rollercoaster

You have nothing left, everything was thrown away memories are the only thing wiling to visit

 

Time has burned the pictures stored in my head there’s nothing left of you for me to visit

I’m on the outside filled with hate you can’t serve me on a platter

I’m done with the lies I’m jumping off of this rollercoaster

You’ve been living this way so long you don’t know the difference between your extreme lengths

We are the ones you left behind we are the forsaken.

 

The love will be forsaken….

My dreams, you will no longer be able to visit.

I want to run away I want to leave behind the morbid emotions...

You won’t find your gold on a silver platter…

These coals are hot to walk on; you’ve made me go to extreme lengths

There is no time left to hesitate you have made my life in to a winding rollercoaster

 

I want to go back to the days when your love was still present; when everyday wasn’t the reoccurring rollercoaster.

I’m done with leaving everything behind I’m over trying to find a new path; the future won’t be forsaken

You lied to me again... there are boundaries... there are many lengths...

I have no one left… the voices in my head are the only things I can visit.

I miss you so f*****g much I can’t control my emotions!

 

These emotions are like a never ending rollercoaster

My platter is filled with our memories the things you left unspoken.

To visit the memories I would go to great lengths.

 

 

Reviews

[Mr. C-D]

This is raw and powerful in a crafted form. Your reading today of this poem was equally strong. Good Job.

[Mercedes B]

You got great talent!

[billy R]

I really like this one chelsea you can write pretty good:) lol