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A liar and a thief and a protagonist. All three. Only a God of my understanding would kill, a murder so profound. I sit bleak with defeat. And I hated them. You can have it all, if just one last time. And all I want now, is you to leave. Gods are monsters, satisfied by blood. And I was a sick child in the wake. And all I see is disaster and I want to say :

 G o o d b y e

Reviews

[Betty Hermelee]

a poignant piece blaming God for your losses; you seem to harbor a lot of anger; And perhaps the only relief for you is to fade away and die.It is well written, emotional and strong. Thanks you for sharing.
Best, Betty

[John the Baptist]

Has the sound of a bitter soul, possibly due to the loss of loved ones. Deities are sometimes blamed for losses, but it does no good. The best course is complete grieving and then face life again.

[JE Falcon]

The poem is strong, but I can't embrace placing blame in just one place. You said it yourself, "Only a God of my understanding" --- And I am reminded, "It takes two to Tango."

[Coyote Poetry]

I loved the strength in the poetry. You question and you answered many questions. A grand opening for a epic tale. Hello dear Cheyenne and thank you for sharing the amazing poetry.
Coyote