PretendA Poem by CNPI don’t want to pretend
anymore. I don’t want to pretend
like it doesn’t hurt, Like I’m not upset when I
am excluded, Like I’m only your friend
when it’s convenient for you. I don’t want to feel like
a loser who’s being judged all the time. I don’t want to be the
one that’s always there but no one is there for me. I don’t want to be the
odd one out. I don’t want to pretend
like I have this tough outer shell. I don’t want to pretend
like I hate everything. I don’t want to hide my
feelings behind the walls that I’ve built. I don’t want to pretend
that everything is okay when it’s not.
I can’t pretend anymore.
I want to be appreciated, To be loved, To be chosen. I want to be someone’s
first choice instead of their last. I want to be included. I want to be your friend
all the time. I want to feel like I
matter to someone for once. I want to feel important. I want to be my true self
and be accepted for who I am. I want to break down
these walls and let the person I’ve been hiding free.
I don’t want to pretend
anymore, © 2017 CNPAuthor's Note
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Added on February 11, 2017 Last Updated on February 11, 2017 Author
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