The Thing I Fear the MostA Poem by CNPWhat
am I afraid of? Well
that's a loaded question.
Of
course I'm scared of monsters, of
demons, clowns, and ghosts. I'm
also scared of dolls, but
that's not what scares me most.
The
thing I fear the most is
what will happen in my life. Will
I ever find a husband? Will
I ever be a wife?
It's
what I've always wanted, a
wedding, true love, and kids. But
having your dreams come true is
as hard as you'd think it is.
As
an almost 19-year-old girl who's
never had a boyfriend, I've
started to convince myself that's
how my story will end.
I
fear I'll never find love but not just the romantic kind. What
if even a perfect friendship is something I never find?
But
as I write these words in
hopes that I won't prove them true, the
thing I fear the most is something you probably fear too. I'm
worried that I will find love, that
all my dreams will come true. But
then one day things will change, and
I won't be good enough for you.
I'm
scared you will fall out of love and
that I'll end up burned. I
fear that the endless love I'll give to you will
never be returned. I
fear that I will always be the only one that falls. I
fear that mutual love is the thing that never calls.
I
want to hear my name, said
with so much love and care. I
want to say it back and know you'll still be there.
I
fear that I will say it first, and
I will never hear it back. I
fear that I'll never say it, it's
just something that I'll lack.
But
what if I do find the man who
is comparable to none? I
fear that one day I will fall in love, © 2017 CNPAuthor's Note
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