Virginity Loss

poem I wrote the other day

how do I face lambs and bunnies when I've lost my innocence

how do I face authority and family believing they know my loss

can you see it through my mask of happiness and glee

I cry myself to sleep at night and curse his name all through the night  

 

you can never take it back so keep it safe in His hands

to be cherished and loving by the one you call husband or wife  

I shall never forgive myself for the deed that I have done

I have sinned so greatly then and even so now  

 

 media can be an interesting story just remember it's mostly fiction

keep your dreams on your sleeves and keep your heart in your chest  

all this pain and misery I take with me wherever I go

I lost my faith and want it back but how should He receive?