Regret

A Poem by lorili33

I was feeling really down until a close friend told me to write it all down !

Regret
I never thought I would ever feel regret at such a young age!
I feel regret for the chance that I missed to enroll into college directly after high school.
I regret missing the chance of enlisting in to the army directly after high school.
I regret getting married too young not knowing the difference between lust & love.
I regret feeling so much pain & not enough love.
I regret feeling hate for myself & not knowing how to love myself.
I regret not seeing the outer beauty that all my friends say I have.
I regret losing my childhood happiness to childhood nightmares.
I regret feeling speculation of how others feel about me.
I regret not trusting others as they trust me.
I regret feeling regret!