Addiction

 ~

Addiction

 

To think I've left myself far behind

The person who I was completely just died

And now all that I'm left with is this

This open addiction to love  that exists

 

In a lopsidedbalance with my  other values

Tipping over this fragile scale ensues

An equilibrium of discrepancy

Why don't you just tell me what you've done to me?

 

Sleepless nights to daydreaming days

Oblivious to all the ways

Of things progressing around me so

Yet I wander with no grace or flow

 

These memories of days gone by

My heart's screaming, and yet I still lie