Go and let me fight

Some peeople are way stronger than you could have ever imagined.BuT what if this strength only accounts for your meekness?

I will not say that people leave or abandon me.

They just simply commit suicide.

They hold a knife to their heart or push pills down their throat

And some even dare to push their existence off the edge of a cliff.

I am not a certified psychotic,praying to god for not sending such creatures to my world

It's just there's too much hurt which becomes difficult to be taken any further

They try hard and rub salt into the ash,ignoring the bitterness

Because if you all leave like this,I am never to recover.

You armour yourselves,taking so lovingly the blade for me

Why are you even entering,when it's me who has to enter the battlefield?

I am not used to such strong people 

Let me just hold the sword once and fight for myself.

Author's Note

Thanks for reading

Reviews

[samanthaashley_]

I can completely relate. I have been writing about my friends' suicides for years now (I actually posted a few pieces on here about them). The abandonment issue is also something I've thought about a lot.

[fattycbreezy52]

oh!I am glad you could relate and read.I see a twin in you.hehe.Well,i would just say one thing-be strong and keep writing:)

[samanthaashley_]

I look forward to reading more from you! and thanks girl :)

[Misery]

Without our guardians and defenders we are forced to make a choice: to run and hide, or stand and fight.
Battle well and wisely, dear poet. Nice inspiration.

[fattycbreezy52]

Yes and I would choose to stand and fight independently.Thanks to you for preferring this piece of poetry to read over imported chocolates and youtube videos.It means a lot when you guys read it and comment:)