Lose my mind

addiction, depression, lost, confused, drugs

People staring, cars approaching fast, my body wants to collapse, every moment blurs my vision, every sound impulses, the cruel but satisfying addiction. Every wound makes my desperation ache, I thirst to be erased, every dose challenges my rage deep to the core, every drop consumes my mind and every nerve, everything I know its destined to be in my world.  These illusions are captivating my senses, every touch drives my imagination into fear but it saves me from the existence of being real.  These visions aid my sorrow, there’s never an ending of my desire. I refuse to quit, I do not wish to recover from the nightmare of my insane creation, I’m better off in my own domination. I’m deadly, I’m immortal, my soul is toxic for life, my freedom is gone from my path, I enjoy what’s left behind, leave me at ease, I crave this unrealistic life of forever you and me.