This is why I cry

If i say that your lies don’t matter to me anymore,
and i know deep inside that they don’t,
then why does it hurt so bad?

 

 

Why do i spend endless night's,
crying over promises broken,
and why can't i stop bleeding?

I should be able,
to easily let you go,
and when it comes to the question why,
i truly, honestly don’t know,

Maybe,
its because deep inside i do care,
that I long for you to be here,
and that's what makes me cry,

The fact that you don’t care,
The fact that your not there,
and the way you just left me here,
with so much left to fear,

The way you just ignore me,
The way you just cant see,
the emptiness you left me with,
the promises you forget,
and that's what makes me cry,

The tear's
The lie's,
the endless question why,

The scars on my wrist's
and every year of my life you've missed,
and what hurts the most,
is the fact that you don’t know,

You don’t know how much it hurt's me,
you don’t know every time i say im okay,
it's a lie,

and the simple fact,
that even though you say you love me,
deep inside i know you don’t ,
and that's what makes me cry,

Reviews

[biggerthenu]

lovely piece its harder to be alone but sometime it would be better for your soul!! nice write thanks for sharing .....i just read 25 lessons id wish i known sooner

[nevermindfan1991]

This poem really does speak to me, as cliched as this sounds. I had friends, who I decided not to speak to, and it broke that they didn't care. In the end I was hurting more than they did, and that just fueled my negative emotions. I'm glad you wrote this, this gives me some insight!

[Sarah]

This was certainly a sad poem, and captured the loneliness and hopelessness felt after leaving a relationship, particularly one that you didn't want to end. Great job. (:

[Eslynn]

This is really good. Nice use of emotions. :]

[Rhine Wolf]

aww that was really touching and heart felt, at first i got the impetion that it was an old boy fruiend and then i thought that it could have been yur father that left ether way well written!

[Kaelani]

this is like one of my favorites :P

[chris' girlfriend]

r all of these about your last b/f?