thoughts

verily, little thoughts, with more certainly to come, I suppose ... haha

{Angels are now born and raised right down here on earth, choose the manner of your soul's countenance while you can, and do accordingly; it will one day be your eternal truth, and that by God's Will.}

 

 

{We mourn like bears, cry like doves, and bewail like victims … sit in sackcloth and ashes, pull our beards out, feign to repent in prayer; we wash and make our selves clean, jump in the mud, then vomit up all manner of iniquity. Humans, humane, no: hypocrite is more accurate. How is the widow, how is the fatherless, how is the alien, can they ever be comforted by me: a reprobate. Where is my God, what is my Savior’s name … I call upon my concupiscence, but for a selfish moment I lie and, undone, I am saved?}

 

 

{My debt of sin and repentance owed for all my wicked concupiscence. Overwhelmed, my heart and my mind is filled with thoughts of my unfaithfulness to good and right. I have turn my back to the Lord.; of myself, of all I have, I realize: I am unable to make adequate propitiation. My whole life be a grief, for I have shaken hands with my enemy; I did fear him. And in my fear, he moved me to transgress against the Lord.}

 

 

{God said, let us make man in our image, ...and Adam named "all" the "living creatures"; Adam said, "she shall be called woman for she is bone of my bone, and flesh of my flesh"; ...and they were both naked, the man and his wife, man and woman.

And their seed they name Cain, and they name Abel...good and bad came from their union, they gave name to their own seed; ...as did God He named us good, as did Adam he named her Eve, as did Adam and Eve they named them Cain and Abel.

God gave His Word for us, Adam his word for Eve, Adam and Eve their word for their seed. Jesus gave name to Grace, Adam and Eve gave name to sin, Cain gave name to the physical death of man - his brother, and Abel gave name to mercy received from Grace for the man - his brother. God named Grace - Jesus, He is the seed of God.}

 

 

{When I am with God, I am no longer found to be one thinking about God, for I am before Him; and all but love is consumed; thought is no more, God’s Love for me is the fulfilling-fullness of every essence that be me - I am that I am being love. Thought of who, whom, what, when, where, why, or how, is for my created life..., and these thoughts are never necessary when I am with God.}

 

 

{EVERYTHING! is in relationship, is to be accessed and put in right relationship to God, that I am found in right conscious relationship with Him. That is just the way it is for me, that is how it has become for me, and how it should have always been for me, that the grace of God should have been seen, found and alive w...ithin me. My life is by Grace, for Grace to me is my life, and that be an eternal life.}

 

　

In that my own personal desire for instinctual demands be met and then are not, am I become agnostic, even atheist, within my will, my heart, and my life of the soul? For I would set out without God, instinctually - in the natural man - to achieve these demands by inordinate self will, and not according to God's will for me. What is God’s will for me? God's will is clearly set forth before me in Jesus Christ: His teachings and His living example, and in the whole of Holy Scripture, which He personified and exemplified and fulfilled. He was manifest to take away my sins(1 John 3:5) and God made Jesus to be sin for us(2Cor 5:21), Jesus who had no sin. Yes, I am to live in this world in harmony and peace, but not as being of it, from it; the manufactured product of it; one producing that which was, is, and will always be of the created world, that is, sin. That, now being in the world, I should brings about - accordingly, naturally, and instinctually - faithlessness and lawlessness, which produces death.

　

My problem: I want that which I am neither willing to work for, nor chase after. I am lazy, and I am comfortable and convenient in my, so called, poverty. And, unless it be something I want for myself selfishly and self-centeredly, I am not going out of my way to get it, anything and everything other than that, the things and powers which I do not possess and others do, I’ll just complain about and set in judgment over. Its my job, I don’t like it, but somebody has to do it, the pay stinks, but it has a great victimization plan … “ah shoot!”.

 

 

And God fills in the blanks …when I look to Him, and respect the angels He sends-

All my good ideas comes from others, and the only good idea I have had, that I may have come up with, is that I know, I realize, it is a good idea to look to others for - better - ideas.