THOUGHTS/SLAY

THOUGHTS"- Can't escape them no matter what you do because no matter what a person does or does not say, your mind holds it all! 

Your dreams, your desires, your fantasies and even at times it can try to build a wall.

 Fog?

 I don't know what I'm trapped In or what for?

 All I really know is I done seen it all.

 I saw nights,days, evenings and even spring time, winter and fall!! I saw smiles that never faded, I felt my heart stall!!

 words flew every where, that made illusions and visions more real than vague. words that were so deep it couldn't stay on a page!

 speak to me? I'm really not asking, It's more what my hearts says. I'm alive one minute but inside at times so dead.

 Awake I beg to be and most times I beg for sleep. I ask for forgiveness and faith and then it was sent to me.

 I felt air, I was breathing!

 I saw the light and you were leading, protected finally beauty and the beast. within me so many layers, inside thee so many unanswered prayers but then THOUGHTS released..

It was your words, your smile, your inspiration, It was an emotion I hide from, a feeling lost In me..

It's not a promise a premonition, It's not even a dream or some false hope I chose to achieve,

 It's just what I can't escape no matter what I do, YOU are my thoughts, YOU are inside me!!!

 -cham3l3on aka silent poet.

Reviews

[Neva Flores Smith - Cha..]

I agree I could feel your words screaming out to me also. You had an epiphany and quite a wonderful one. Awesome piece!

[Muse]

I could feel you almost screaming in this poem. You closed beautifully:

It's just what I can't escape no matter what I do, YOU are my thoughts, YOU are inside me!!!

WOW
It's amazing how someone you love can eat away at your mind.............