Dimensions

I stare at one dot. Feeling my body starting to shiver and slowly swinging left-right.  Pain in my chest starts to get stronger as if something is in center of my chest sucking in everything around it to it, making it feel like a bomb that's about to explode. My hands go numb, I lost any sensation or feeling I had in them. My legs. as if someone just chopped them off just below my knees, are just hanging from my body.  My mind goes blank. I see everything around me but I don't feel anything. I feel lost, I wanna run out of the house and into the street and jump in front of a car. The chest pain starts to get worst. My breathing becomes muttered as if someone had put a pillow over my head. I see my reflection in the window, but it feels like I'm looking at someone else. Everything gets blurry around that person. The more I look at it, the more it seems transparent. Like it's there one second and another second it disappears. It starts to glitch more and more. Chest pain goes up, again. I take a deep breath that ends up feeling like I inhaled small pieces of glass that leads to sharp pain in my chest and in the left side of my body. I look at the reflection again it gets more and more blurry. My eyesight disappears for a few moments. As it starts to come back my head starts to hurt. It starts to get dizzy but I shake my head and it surprisingly works. I can hear my heartbeats in my head. I feel my heart slowing down. It's another dimension. But it's starting to fade away. I tilt my head at the screen looking at what I'm writing. It is not my hands, it doesn't feel like my hands writing this. I stare at it blankly for a few moments. I stretch out and finish writing.