the emptiness

yeh its just killing me...!

the emptiness..

drills deep down

into me...

 

its killing me more than

you can know, got no

control over it..

but i think i can change it..

 

cant sleep, think or even eat

so how am i supposed to live

with this,

its more like a parasite

living off me, its proper

killing me!!!!

 

the only solution is to

let him back in,

but i can't

i would rather die than have you back

you treated me bad boy

en i know i deserve better...

 

 

so am gonna fight

against this emptiness

en i will win it... though

am sulky ryt now, but

i know i will be good.. without you

in my life, yo gone en 4gotten!

Author's Note

i just get this feeling basically when am going to sleep cant just sleep, i just hug my legs to my chest en fall asleep..