Waiting

Hi all .Please excuse this random rambling , it was just a way of trying to put some of what im feeling at the moment into words.

Today i started to just exist

Trapped within the darkness

Of my ever-changing moods

Unpredictability now rules me

Going from laughing to crying

In the space of a second

Not knowing which is acceptable

For the present circumstances

Constantly treading on egg shells

Not wanting to add to others grief

Needing a distraction but instead

Sat here just waiting but

not knowing what for

Maybe its to be engulfed by light

A light that will return

But will never be quite as bright again

Waiting for the pain to become bearable

Or for the day i learn a way of living with it

A time when i can stop existing

And start living once again

Author's Note

excuse any grammer punctuation and spelling mistakes

Reviews

[Dream Weaver]

I thought this was sweet and honest,
there's nothing wrong with describing
your feelings if only for a day. Some
of the best thought and feelings come
out of moods just like yours Marcie.
Nicely done...

[cartera]

At least you know what you are i, and that's a godd lead to the way out. Assuming ofcourse that this is about the writer.
A lot of writers inclusing this one have been there too.
ATB
Alex.

[ettorney]

Marice, having been married for nigh on 20 years, without offense, this poem sounds like a testament to menopause.

Nice write.

[emmajoy]

This is like the flight of a bird, just released from a cage, love .. is so very beautiful though sad. Of course you're feeling all kinds of emotions at the moment .. but, God willing, you'll find a place of calm somewhere inside you very soon.

[Jinx's Heart]

A beautiful, honest writing I very much admire. I have many poems in which I "rant' and appreciate others who feel they can also. I love your honesty in this poem. Well done. :)

[Patient Poet (Yos)]

Oh dear , thats one of the honest poems I ever read , you have your unique style Marcie my dear to put into words your feelings, even when you dont really understand what you feel right now .... you still in a very fragile moment , not knowing how to behave , act ... you will soon find the light again .. I am sure ... always for you, Yossi