Psychadelics

Doug and other drugs

The boy

cut his long blonde hair

and laid in my bed

with a bottle of wine

in his boxer briefs

strung out

like the twinkle lights

on the bed frame

MDMA and acid

he moved inside me

like the rest

I slept with his best friend

he laughed

when I said,

"your dick is smaller than his"

and that's just how it was with us

MDMA and acid

and an empty bottle of wine

my broken soul

I discovered

no man or drug

ever could fill that hole