4am the blue hour

right now, there's somebody in love, blissfully ignorant

right now, there's an insomniac in gitmo 

right now, i'm in an s&m relationship with myself

right now, there's a nostalgia for retro

right now, in the unholy , the blue hour, 

is when i am most alive 

and at the end of my life, 

will it anamorphose into something 

that makes sense in retrospect?

i have my doubts, and frankly,

not much else , at any given time,

like right now.