Will You Still Be Here

will you still be here
even in a year
even if I tell you my deepest fears
will you still like me
when you see me drowning in my tears
I torment myself
and I'm afraid of everybody else
I hide within my arms
or within my room
so nothing can harm
I don't want to live this way
over and over
i'm so sick of it
I don't want it any longer
I want to live
in a happy way
I want to be glowing every day
will you still find me good
even when I start to brood
will you still listen to me
when I'm not able to see
I never wanted this for myself
and I don't feel comfortable
and I don't feel I'm able
so will you still be here for me