dont

yup..

 

I don’t know what to do

I feel so hurt

By your words

Im starting to believe

Maybe I am what you say

I hate the life im living

It feels as if no one loves me

No one to hold me through the nights

The nights that I spend up…..thinking

Contemplating

Wishing I had someone to talk to

Looking at my old scars

Brings up old memories

40 on my leg

20 on my arm

Most from thinking of what could have been

But never was

I hate this

Im crawling in my own skin

Need someone there for me

But I look

And no ones there

I scream

But no one hears

No one cares

I feel like im caged up

No where to hide

No where to run

All I see are bars

All around me

All I feel is hate, pain

Like a thousand pins and needles when I wake up

When you wake up

You see the sun shining

When I do

The sun hurts my eyes

All I want to do

Is curl up

And never wake up again

Never to see the sun light

Never to hear the damn birds signing

Never to see his f*****g face again

Reviews

[chris' girlfriend]

i sertanly love u :(
all of your poems are amazing!!!

[Courtney]

yeah i know it is
its kinda about my dad and Jordan....
kinda
thank you Dana!

damn girl that one was vicious!