what's up phillip?

an explanation of how i have been feeling....and its still not easy to understand. arrrgh.

Lately I've been distant, walking a path that goes beyond the horizon.

Standing in a circle of isolation facing away from the crowd,

My intentions cannot be found.

I have a mouth full of words with no voice to say them with,

Chocking on sentences shoved down my throat by the hand of self doubt.

This is for no reason, unknown, random.

Just a sudden gust of cold winds causing me to give sudden cold shoulders,

I’m not depressed, far from it

I’m not dwelling on the cliches or mantras for this random surge of negativity.

I just find it hard to put my complicated formulas of impossible expressions into words.

I am just confused about why my heart is hijacking my mind right now

Holding it for ransom and making everybody pay for it.

 

This is how I feel

Read it or rip in to it.

I don’t care.

Reviews

[Harley (arbiter)]

Well you did good in saying it bro. Stay strong rock hard ride free. You'll get through it

[nigrum homonculus]

thanks for the kind words bro, don't worry i will man.

[Harley (arbiter)]

I wish I could help but all I can do is listen. That probably won't help much. I know you'll get through it though. Halo fans gain spartain qualities after a lotta play :D

[nigrum homonculus]

thanks for that. haha! yeah man we do, that or we bang out some Armour lock.

[Harley (arbiter)]

Hell yeah! Dude that would be awesome

[That_Girl]

Seems your next step is unknown... emotions are controlling you. :/ Hope things start to clear up!

Hugs! :)

[nigrum homonculus]

they are. i'm normally level headed so this is really uncomfortable. i hope to man, i hope so to. thanks

[That_Girl]

Sorry love. :/ I know the feeling. Things will get better though, I promise.

[nigrum homonculus]

eh yeah i guess.

[That_Girl]

Chin up sweets. :) You have far more going for you than against you. You have support, even if only from stupid friends online. :)

[nigrum homonculus]

yeah you're right there. i'll try be more optimistic.

[That_Girl]

Atta boy. :D