this is the last time

just a little experiment. i quite like it, but i'm not sure..

i can't get you out of my head,

you're always on my mind

i said i wouldn't think about anyone,

that way because it hurt so much last time

i know that i can't think about you

the way i already do

still, if you hold me all night,

kiss me and sing a lullaby

play your guitar and sing a song

maybe i'll feel like you're where i belong

but if you break my heart at dawn,

leave me hanging without making a sound

i promise you, this is the last time

you won't see me around,

don't try to get me back when you're broken

too bad, you had your chance

then we dance under the stars at midnight

raid the refrigerator, eat vanilla ice cream

run upstairs, to my room

throw cute stuffed animals at me

cause you know i'm thinking of you

and you're talking but i'm not listening

too busy wondering, do you wanna kiss me too

but oh, my god, i can't do this

hurt myself every time,

i'm just looking for heartbreak

i tear myself apart

inside and out, trying to find

the reasons why

this always happens

i seem to find, the perfect guy

love him so much, every day and night

he comes around and we have so much fun,

but the next day he's long gone

he saw a girl, she was prettier

does there always have to be someone better?

i'm trying so hard, watching you guys

trying not to cry, cause that would've been us

i see you dancing

and you're over the moon

wasn't it just like that, perfect

when it was me and you?

i remember the days

and i remember the nights

trying to erase

these memories from my mind

i'm going insane,

can't stop thinking about you

just like i did before,

but it's so much worse

cause now i know, you're not mine

yet, i can't get you out of my head,

you're always on my mind

i said i wouldn't think about anyone,

that way because it hurt so much last time

i know that i can't think about you

the way i already do