Paranoid tears

The words come thick and fast, i must admit i am caught up in the past.

the anger the sorrow the hate the dispare. I cant believe i left you there.

tears run, i cant hold them back. each tear brings forth another, back to back.

please stop me now. ima fall of the brink. I am stretched between what has happend previously, what could happen is all i think.

I share with you how i feel. but you just make what i fear seem more real.

i try to supress the feelings in my chest but they are fighting there way out.

but not o moan or a squeak. in silence i’ll cry myself to sleep..

Author's Note

hard times