A moments elipsis Pt2

i thought i cud do this, i thud i cud pull thru.

BUt its hard when every day, i cant stop thinkin about the things we do.

i have caused this,i have fucked with your brain.

F**k suicide, too easy i deserve this agonising pain.

i cant hold you atm but i crave to more and more.

The wound that i created, increasingly becoming sore.

Maybe some time later hopefully soon,

you let me lie with you again together in your room. 

staggered by my emotions, crumpling me to the floor

its where i’ll remain till i am fixed and we can be whole once more.