maybe if i were little again

tw: implied abuse my wishes for my younger self

maybe if i were little again
you would be my friend
we would hug and laugh
not a care to pass

maybe if i were little again
i would not have to apologize to my friends
for your behavior while they were over
our home has never been colder

maybe if i were little again
i would be oblivious to your attempt to befriend
my trusting heart and tiny soul
so that you could scar them both

maybe if I were little again
I’d have the luxury to pretend
that your “love” would last forever,
oh how I’d hug her
if I saw little me again

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[John the Baptist]

Some wounds do not go gently, but continue to hemorrhage years later. This offering confirms that phenomenon, and I see many such recountings on this site. I wish I could offer comfort, but that is something you'll have to find, for only you know what will work.

[rowdydog]

Thank you for your kind words! just being able to post my ramblings about my feelings anonymously has been a great outlet for me :)