I Can't

You deserve so much better, so much better than me

I see your smile and how strong you are and I can't

You deserve so much more, so much more than me

But I can't, I really can't help it

 

I just want you to know that I'm trying so hard

Trying to smile so brightly, to laugh so lightly

I want you to hear that I love you so much

From the deepest part of my heart

 

And you deserve so much better, so much better than me

I can feel you wanting to help and how sweet you are

And you deserve so much more, so much more than me

But I can't tell you how I am, I really can't

 

So if anything happens I want you to know

that I'm not really okay anymore and I need you

I need you to make me feel alright

to make me feel alive

because without you

I can't.

Reviews

[MrKnowAll]

there is a conflict - on one hand you need him, but on the other hand you find yourself unworthy.
It's heart versus logic , and in the end the heart wants what the heart wants.

beautifully written!

[Sami Khalil]

"I just want you to know that I'm trying so hard

Trying to smile so brightly, to laugh so lightly

I want you to hear that I love you so much

From the deepest part of my heart"

A splendid read and write...Thank you for sharing...:)..................

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

So very heartfelt and romantic, very touching and emotional.
I liked this peace quite alot has such a deep meaning in it.
Comes straight from your heart.
Great heartfelt write :)

[kublakhan27]

I relate to this so much, and I hope you're able to overcome these feelings. A courageous and heartfelt write.