I close my eyes

an eerie feeling

It’s been a while I came here after your unannounced unrequested leave

I rode a long way to be here with vanity and insanity

And, I burned candles at the two end wishing to be where I was before

Reminiscing a walk I used to walk just to be with you

And I concentrate on a noise just to be sure it’s not a hallucination

The days pass by with a usual movement of the sun up on the sky

With the clouds floating just to hide it from the sight

The wind blows or the breeze pass by, I hold you in my thoughts

I sit at the corner of the road by the pavement to gaze upon an empty bench

Up ahead the road inside the park close by the entrance gate

I used to wait there before I expressed my love to you

And after I am convinced I am in love with you

That is the place where I stay so that you can come by to meet me

With a smile on your face like I will be there waiting for you to smile

The world was different when I was with you

The world is not the same when I am not with you

The world is living or I am dying I am not sure of

But I do know, I am starring at the bench where I lay roses

Just so it can act as a cushion for you to sit

Your smile is priceless when you see rose petals on the bench

Your words are like a gem dropping off of your mouth when you speak

And The sound of your voice soothes me, you smile lifts me

and you touch floats me and I know I am free when I am with you

The world of your mischievousness is my dwelling and I remember

every moment I had with you, Every instance you loved me and every second you kissed me

I cannot say you are cold-hearted though you are stone cold now

the world is still and evil, the god is ceased to exist and heartless

I stare and keep on starring to a point I burn my eyes and I close

As if the pain will go away and I will be numb to everything