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CH. 1
Thesius: I wokeup feeling like my life is falling apart...I had such a clear view of what I wanted.

However, now it seems far from reach. It's as though god intended for me to feel this way. For everything to disappear on purpose. It hurts knowing the decisions I have made would result in this agony.
Maybe god has a plan, maybe I've chosen the wrong path.
There's a lump in my throat. A sharp cold pain in my heart. A sickening feeling in my stomach. Like a rush I feel from being on a roller coaster ride. Afraid and not knowing whether or not I'd plunger to my own death or walk away alive.
As I now a free man, feel such despair. I can hardly breathe.....
The future scares me now. Not knowing what awaits me has coiled in my existence.
I can still smell her. Her floral hair. Its as though she never left. Her pillow reside next to mine. I wake up smelling her and turn to an empty space. My hands caress the space in which she use to lay, and the memories come rushing back immediately.

Her voice echoes in my ear. "Thesius I love you.." It was in that exact moment, I knew everything I wanted in this world, was staring right back at me. She made me human.