Only So Much

I can only take so much

Before I finally start crying

And give up to the point

Where I don't even know

How much life is actually worth.

I can only take so much

Before I want to transfer

And give up on everything.

You've reached my limit.

I'm sorry I'm not perfect...

But I can only take so much until

I'm gone, disappeared, and unknown.

I can only take so much

Before it leaves a scar on my heart

And I'd do anything to have you dead yourself.

I can only take so much

Before the pain eventually kills

And I can't do anything to stop it.

Sorry if I'm weak,

Sorry if I take things too seriously.

Sorry if I'm always depressed.

I can only take so much before

I finally turn into someone you

Never dreamed I would've become.

I can only take so much until my only option

Is isolation and ignorance to the rest of the world.

I can only take so much until I'm invisible,

Dead

Lost

Alone

Scared

And Scarred.

Sorry, it takes only so much.

I can only take so much until my best friend

Doesn't even know and still cares for me.