strange love

I think It's no big surprise
Though I'm writing these lines with tears in my eyes
I had been prepared but nevertheless I'd been scared
For this moment to come when I'd lose it all once again
Once more my life has been taken away
I lost you today but this time I know it's not forever
Because I do believe that we might get a second chance in the future however

I believe in you
I believe in me
I believe in us
I believe in our love
Though right now I feel like fallin in a dark,endless hole
Cuz you're a part of my soul and without you I cannot be whole

Though I feel like breaking into hundreds of pieces
Cuz once you've tasted excess like me you can't be satisfied with a situation like this
Though part of me feels like dying for the second time
Cuz again I lost what I thought was supposed to be mine
Though all of this I believe that at the end of the dark there might be a light
Cuz different to the situation when I last felt like this, you are alive

This matters a lot to me and I know your love is not tainted
Right now it's just a bit fainted
But I believe that it'll be able to regain someday its power
So we should wait the arrival of this hour
The distance between our homes suck pretty hard
But the other distance has never been tall,the one of the heart

When I said that you're my life I meant it literally
You are the reason why im taking all this upon me
Just for the hope to get you back anytime
I don't know when or how but this is no crime
Because knowledge will come when the time is mellow
So right now I should just continue the show and swallow

Because you showed me the bright side of life,proved me that it's possible to feel happiness
So I'll try to hold on and don't let me get drown in this black sadness
You told me you'll always love me and I told you I'd do the same
Me for my part I keep this promise and hope that it helps me to stay sane
My gut's telling me that this is the right object
So I'll follow my target
Dear love,though currently you're gone, i can promise you this one:
However far away I'll always love you
Whatever words we say I'll always love you
Always and ever
Till the day I have to close my eyes forever