things you’ll never know because you leftA Poem by wellreadthreatOkay... so this is my first attempt at writing a poem online and I am totally aware that it’s probably not that great but I’m kinda proud of it (just a little bit) so...
lost.
gone. you disappeared from my memories forever. you didn’t think about what you would miss all you wanted was to flee. but this escape route came with a price a price I know you wouldn’t pay with open arms. you would miss that time when I sat with my friends (you disconnected me from) throwing my head back, laughing. laughing, in my striped pyjamas, laughing until tears streamed down my face with happiness. in that moment, I was made of fairy lights. you would miss that time when I wore my mother’s dress, and bordered my eyes with thick black kohl. when I wore fresh jasmine in my hair and danced away to our favourite song. in that moment, I was truly made of stardust you would miss that time when my damp hair stuck to soaked face. when my clothes stuck to my skin because I was drenched. when I created tiny paper boats and let them float in the muddy waters outside my family home. in that moment, I was made of firecrackers. you would miss that time, when I was drowned in colours. when everything, right down to my fingernails were covered in a shade of purple that was darker than a sky as a clock touches midnight. when my eyelashes glistened with tears when I finally realised that I was free. in that moment I was made of the moon. you would miss that time when I finally mustered the courage to skydive. when my heart thumped so hard against my chest that the noise was heard all through the air. when arms were spread out by my side acting like my wings. in that moment, I was made of floating lanterns do you regret leaving me? do you regret never seeing me in my happiest moments? was not seeing me, at my best, a price you would have paid with open arms? Just for an escape route? © 2019 wellreadthreatAuthor's Note
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