A conscious sleepA Poem by Stephanie HawkesThe trepidatious path dreams can take on the sleeping mindFor as long as I can
remember I have often dreamt of a place, A place where hours were spent when time did not exist, A place so beautiful, A place from so
long ago, A place intended for no
one else A place no longer my home It was my home, It was my neverland A place now visited in
my once in a blue moon dreams A place I left A place I grieved This dream has on no
occasion ended with anything other than me, Me walking alone Alone along a stilted
bridge that shallowly imbeds into the edges of either side of the banks that stand
high above the parched pond that sits below, surrounded by lush vegetation, A peaceful place, My peaceful place. My hand reaches for a brass handle that is firmly attached to a door that has never been touched and a handle that is always just out of reach When I wake I often wonder but do not worry. A place more vivid than the last, more vivid than the truth of my reality A place that for a
moment is actually believed by me to be real A place unwillingly entered
from somewhere deep within my mind A place of temporary imprisonment Paralyzed in an
unconscious body with a conscious mind, My mind No one can see me, no
one can hear me and no one is awake I scream from a
place, I scream for a place, I scream for anyone Just scream waking
to an awful feeling of dread, in the knowledge that there's nothing to dread ambiguity flowing from false emotions Overwhelmed by damp tears that saturate my swollen face, shockwaves from a pounding heart that quakes my entire body
Cold heavy blood pumps though my almost blistering veins, Harsh words of I hate
you and I always will pierce confused silence that echo the walls of my mind as
loud as a war cannon Spoken by a voice I know, a voice I love A voice that would
only ever say I love you and I always will Agonising pain is
felt even after I realise I'm awake Even after I realise
it was only a dream Only a dream. © 2015 Stephanie Hawkes |
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Compartment 114
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