Confusing Clarity

Alright then...

I will not bother trying to analyse this any longer,

This certainly isn't making me stronger.

If it's doing anything, it's just getting me weary,

All of this is confusion! I cant see clearly.

I just cannot belive things ended up like this,

Who knew time would rob us of past bliss.

But the past is the past; leave it all behind right?

Might aswell just release this plight.

The more I talk and think about it, the more I get fed up,

It's all just repeating itself..and emotions collect themselves as if they're in a cup.

It's always going to be a problem for me to see you with someone else,

Yes! I'm letting this all out...all along, this is how i've felt.

But after this poem, I shall quarrell no more,

I'll no longer allow this to get to my core!

 

I'm finished with talking about what was born in the past!

I simply cannot believe it did not last.

Here is my love...served to u on a platter,

Not willing to take it are we?...what's the matter.

I'll tell you what's wrong...things just were not meant to be,

I finally accepted that, though it took long for me to see.

You say you want me happy..and someday I may be,

But with this dwelling on my heart...there's no happiness for me.

You say I do not understand what your motives are,

I'll agree as I simply have no knowledge of every scar.

Can you blame me then, for being so ignorant,

Not like you've decided to "educate" me by your very chant.

 

I just don't want to think that things have screwed me over,

Our pasts cannot be compared...God bless you and your lover.

I'm so drained, it seemed just because I've chosen to allow this situation to linger..

I don't know what to do anymore! I can't point any fingers.

I'm just so fed up! So scared! So amazed..amazed at how much things can change,

This all strikes me as exceessively strange.

I simply cannot concentrate...Irony is I STILL LOVE YOU,

Its like this anger has bubbled up..JUST because I can't have you! And that in itself makes me blue..

D****t! I'm off my mind...

I've never felt a love of this kind.

I've tried endlessly to turn off this emotion,

But that seems to be a foolish notion.

 

I say it's foolish because my love for you only seems to grow...

And it's like i'm so impatient..I just can't "Go with the flow".

I'm just sitting here now...confused once more...

I'm calm once again...I don't want to close the door....

 

 

Author's Note

Confusing clarity (an oxymoron)...this just states that although things have been worked out..i'm still confused...seeing that my emotions continue to get in the way.

Reviews

[THE LOST ROSE]

The rhyming pattern came across like a song this time. You grab the readers attention with the honesty and I was allowed to feel the confusion that you write about. I think you meant to say;

I don't know what to DO anymore!
as oppose to;
I don't know what to GO anymore!

Maybe not but I do think it will read better. Great write!

[Maria F. Rojas]

Awwwww... Exactly how I felt about my ex boyfriend.. Sighs..... Great work!

[Jetta Zippora]

Beautiful... so full of emotion!

[Silent Kim aka mizmetap..]

Emotions do have a way of confusing us even if we understand what's going on. We just can't turn off our feelings because one of us has.

Nicely written and expressed.

[luke312]

Solid Poem Charms Well Done

[Broken Warrior]

This has left me speechless. Nevertheless, it was a great expressive tool used to finally pin point the essence of all other creations. God bless