Your Fight

Okay

Let me ask you something,

Do you know that feeling?

That exact feeling when your just on your own waiting

Just waiting and waiting

Until its time to go back home

Into your very room

Doors locked, drapes down, lights off and all means of communications off

You just collapse your self into your own bed

And you just let what ever's in you, out of you

All the heavy and light weights that you kept in all day that have both darkened and/or brighten your mind, your heart and your very soul

That feeling that you get of both alleviation and melancholy

You see

Nothing is wrong

It never is

And nothing is right either

Just as much

Your just tired, tired of everything and tired of nothing!

And you just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay

But hey, no one is going to be there

And that's alright, don't be upset

You have to know that you have to be strong for your own self

Because no one can fix you but you! your the only one who really knows whats going on inside of your mind and inside of your heart

But again

Your also tired of waiting

Tired of always having to be the one that fix's yourself and everyone around you

Tired of being strong

Tired of being tough

Tired of being the one

Tired of being YOU!

And for once, you just want everything to be as easy

To be simple

To be plain

To be smooth

To be helped

To be saved!

But you know that you wont be

But your still here wishing

Your still here hoping

Your still here fighting and being strong

With a heavy heart

And with tears in your eyes

Your still fighting

If you want to be strong you have to carry your own battles in life and fight them alone

Because sometimes, your only ally, is your own self.

Reviews

[JessyJacob]

"Just realized never was wrong, its never nothing right either"
Sorry to see somethings bad but in fact they are and can be made, with changing and moving ahead with improvement, where it let's the open heart to be aligned well, get together all pieces, was it confession, no, it's just being ourself and doing better for the future.

[Joey Nizz]

Yes! I really agree with you on this!

[A]

"Nothing is wrong
It never is
And Nothing is right either"
Nice to find something I can relate to. So thank you for that

[Joey Nizz]

Im glad that you have found something that you can relate too!

Thank you for your review :)

[JessyJacob]

All these lines which you made into an inspiration, and let it go or it's ok, in two different situations of feeling whether it is touch, feel presence, reveals how much in both different generations of people react to two different situations. Nothing matters, when you are drown into love, yes it really needs real mind and heart to offer anything which want to make our life a meaningful, with a nice sentiment of emotion, thats why really worth needing Him for me, though He does, intentionally of helping, but He is the one helped inturn. Missing my 10mins time with Him on that day.

[Joey Nizz]

Hopefully you'll get more than 10 mins with him next time.

[JessyJacob]

It looks as if you are only coming, anyway thanks for your hope and wishful comment. Those are not petty time for me, its worth.

[Joey Nizz]

Your welcome, and I hope for you all of the best.

[JessyJacob]

love is blind, it doesn't see who I am to you, where I am from, what I am doing for Him,, as long as I love you. I know how much struggle it is for true love, compared to earning a living, when you find and learn ( take care and loving) how to cook, you can make it little more tastier for the special one. Its nothing like sad and happy, but its life together, which I wanted hopefully in this life only.

[Joey Nizz]

I hope you will find what you are looking for.

[JessyJacob]

a blank left open to write?

[Joey Nizz]

You can always start a new chapter to write.

[JessyJacob]

thank you, its just not one only giving the importance to others, but within boundary, --- Its like sharing pain, true emotions undermining, logic, but that is the same family logic. thank you for explaining through poetry. I am really glad with distined fate, happy 😉👍↕
its was like double blade but now changed to inside and outside arrow, pointing our own mistakes, which later becomes cupid with ↙, romantically I don't know but I listen and adapt to new things, no hurry. somebody is enjoying boarding school boy with folded sleeves, the real fun on the face, going home, see mom I have grown, this is certificate and my new job, and that's all, i need one chocolate gummy bear, hug mom, mom says I have got already one ready by dhee, and bro. we all are waiting for you, appa has got everything set up for you - mom.

[CAPOLAVORO]

Oh! Joey. This is what I am feeling all the time. I am so happy to read this. Being tired is like, I donno.. tiresome. :) Really really nice piece! I love it.

[Joey Nizz]

Im really glad you found something that you can relate to, and yeah being tired is tiresome i agree with you on that one :p

Thank you for reviewing! ^^

[TheAlphaOmega1123]

"You cannot give up just yet..."
"Human, stay determined!"

[Joey Nizz]

Exactly! always stay focused on whats infront of you and stay strong.

Thank you for your review.

[TheAlphaOmega1123]

No prob, Bob.

[Farhan Shaikh]

Wow
Nicely expressed..
I think most of the people will relate your work with them.
I like it. Excellent..

[Joey Nizz]

Thank you for thinking so man, I appreciate your thoughts about this ^^

[Farhan Shaikh]

Your welcome

[Najam Us Saher]

Very nicely expressed those true heart wrenching emotions. I truly liked it. Thank you for sharing.

[Joey Nizz]

Thanks Najam, just felt like this in that moment so had to let it all out in writing.
And your welcome your reviews always count!

[Najam Us Saher]

You're most welcome ☺

[anyaspencil]

This is exactly how I feel most of the time :/ I thought it was a very well described poem and it really captured me. Good job :)

[Joey Nizz]

Im very glad that you ran into this, your review matters since you also can relate to the words written.

Thank you for your review, I very much appreciate it.