What's a body worth

The contradiction to my life is im not what I say , but what I say is about my life , but what if I say something that causes my blood to be splattered

Ive been staring at these stairs
Oh for way too long


I've been watching my world collapse
Satan is at the hand of the wheel
My mind. It's spinning I can't see straight
Clarity is stuck in the abyss
The devil he's shooting and won't miss

I've been standing at these stairs
Oh for too long
Too long have I fought
Just for my survival

It's me vs myself and I
On another level
Body of the devil
Creation from heavens above I'm Christ
Anti Christ anti authority

I was told I talk too much s**t
So I'm shovelling every ounce of it
Bout to have you a gram of love
A rock in a glove I am
My crooked teeth don't lie
I'll sure lie if it's me vs myself and I
The Holy Ghost with one eye




Im searching for life
I'm just searching for life
Oh oh I'm just
Oh oh I'm just
Searching
Just searching
Oh oh I'm just searching

All I have is vices contraptions and devices
Locking my heart in my soul its a cage
Rage about to burst
Pop the cork spray my enemies

Cause I've been hated on
Teased about
Laughed at
Rejected by you by me myself and I
The same one I grabbed a knife and cut out the chip too

Half human half alien full bodied devil
Can't bag this
Can't re sell that
You can't capture it
I'm a rapture in the waiting
In fact I'm
Just waiting
For the sky to turn black
Credits to fade
I'm just
Catching my body in the air
Cut wings I'm flying
No strings attached I'm free
Freedom has a price
And I'm about to reap what I sew

Careful what you wish for they say
On my knees catching a body
Floating from the heavens above
Rejected by gods and angels
Holy and tainted
I'm paying my debt

I'm staring at these stairs
I'm standing with love
But it's been tainted
My Holy Ghost of a soul left and fell into the six foot ditch
Rock met bottom my head met the concrete floor
Jaw dropped hit the ground
A new life found
A open door
About to see the devil the mistress and Christ
Jesus Christ this is biblical
This is my past in the presence of a presence I'm calling my higher purpose
Cause my purpose is to be a reality check

Cause if I don't own my own business
Be about my own bussiness
Their bussiness will be to whip lash me and toss me
Like a body I'm a number
Worth a 100k