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I'm not close to anyone anymore

I just sit crying on the floor

Crying for what I lost

Crying because my once beautiful garden is now covered in frost

Not close to my father 

Never get to see my mother

Pushed away a lot of people

Feel like I'm trapped in a steeple

Lost people by the dozen

Even my closest cousin

Now I'm trapped between the decisions of my heart

And it's tearing me apart

Have to choose

Just so confused

Can't tell anyone how I feel

Can't admit to anyone that it's real...