CyberDoll

Well I enjoy being nutty and crazy. I more or less embrace my inner child, rather then hiding it. My name is Howard and I will be your host for the evening. I'm not very fond of cameras, seeing as they so often capture my bad side rather then my good side(assuming I have a good side). What can I say about myself, well I'm an extremely creative individual and I hate conforming to a certain dress style. I wish to bring upon the downfall of the hottopic clothing chain and watch it burn.I love creating my own style and am going to school, to be a fashion designer. I want to design something along the lines of Death Rock fashion, mixed with some Industrial and Punk Influences. I'm a christian and have been one for over 3 years. I'm a natural poet and a hopeless romantic, though most of the time most may assume otherwise about me. I love Jesus and I put God first in all that I do. I love helping other people and mentoring younger kids, I enjoy reading scary stories and writing poetry,( when I'm in the mood for it. I have a rather disturbing obsession with the Goth Culture and most of my conversations evolve around either the history or the music and sometimes even fashion influences. Most of the time I can be found, engaging in some kind of intellectual conversation, with one or two of my many minions , discussing topics such as religion,mythology,zombies,The Goth Culture(of course),poetry,society,the government, vampires,music,and anything else you can think of. I have a rather open mind and am not judemental, I judge more or less on the character of someone, rather then their appearence. I like to take long walks in the park and basically staring into nothingness.