Jessica Dallaire

I always find myself venturing back to this website and being surprised with the immense amount of talent that a lot of these writers have. I used to frequent these pages on a daily basis years ago, but life got real and I found myself being concerned with things other than writing. I remember trying to come back and get back into the swing of being a writer. I remember being driven and determined to write at least one poem daily, but that habit never stuck. I no longer make such promises as defeat is not something I'd like to endure this times. I especially hate that the only thing that made me feel so defeated was myself and my utter lack of caring enough to continue on. To think that I could have written pages and pages of new material by now is exhausting and disappointing, but talk of what I could have done doesn't change the past so I digress.

This section is supposed to be about me. What really can I say that isn't already evident in my writing? To be quite frank, I have no direction. I'm a would-be writer who holds herself back for reasons that are nothing more than mere excuses. I'm a person that promises change and provides nothing. So no, I'm not going to promise to write every day, not here. I'm going to write when I can and hope that the inspiration starts to flow like it once did when I was young and passionate. I think as I grow older I love ideas of things more than the actual act of doing them. How I'm going to change this, I'm not sure, but I think it's worth the try. Don't you?

Right, yes, about me...

I'm a 21 year old woman who is trying to find her way again. Really, I no longer know who I am. When I do know, I'll tell you.