Protected Plea

Watch me cry
As I spit out my rhyme
Washed by the tide
It's been stained with time
~*~
Nothing will save me
I'm dying inside
Endless battle
It's  War fought within
Nothing can save me
Not even him
~*~
Challenge me daily
Mock, but not to my face
What would you do
If you had taken my place?
~*~
Voices in my head
Used to be loving
Turned to games instead
I feel the razor calling
with every word that is said
~*~
Not the smartest
I don't want to change
What does it matter
If the hurt consumes my brain
~*~
Never ending mockery
Childish lies
Sending emails
This brings tears to my eyes
~*~
I'm not okay
I never was
You made me this way
If not
Worse than I ever was
~*~
I never knew this woman
nor does she what I face
Hold your tongue
Keep your lies in their place
~*~
Nothing will save me
You drove me to hell
I can't keep living
Hoping for common ground
~*~
Drop your game
It's all an act
Somebody help me
In case it all comes back

Author's Note

This isn't really pointed toward anyone or anything. It is a mixture of everything I am feeling. Just kinda thrown together. There is no certain emotion I have right now. It's like a wave crashing down on top of me with this pressure to be perfect, to be amazing, a savior of people. But even a savior bleeds.

Reviews

[Spookers]

I can feel the depression and hurt in every word. You truly do have a way with words.

[☯]

A deeply plotted poem in hurt, depression, and need. Compelling and a very nice write. Something that sinks down within time, and also float back up.

[RedInk524]

When it comes to depreession, it isnt the person who kills themself. When your tank is empty, thats it. You arent going anywhere but down.

[∂αʌ<..]

yup..even a saviour bleeds!
drown completely into it!

[Kat]

Sometimes when someones depressed not even the person they love the most on this earth can pull them out of it. They just drown in the sadness and it eventually takes their life...... I just realized that....

[KimLove "The Beautiful ..]

Not that my words count for anything. But take it from one who has fought with depression off an on all her life. There is only one person that you should what she thinks... That person would be you. If you like who you are then care what the rest of the world thinks? And who says you have to be perfect? Sweetie ther is not one human out there that can claim that title to fame. No need to put so much pressure on yourself. Do what you can do and as long as you believe you did you best that is enough. But who am I just a middle aged woman been there done that. Good luck to you. Very powerful write

[Helpless]

excellent! you get better and better with every write!

[CharlesMonroe]

I like it (: it's beautiful. You don't have to be perfect for nobody, your amazing even without trying. (: just push that wave away, live your life happy, the way it's meant to be. I know you can do it (:

[Aristede Craig Jr]

:) beautiful the start took me in but i wanted the same thing at the end but i got what you wanted to give