Disfigured

after being wounded, and had a fight with a good friend, I wrote this song. review at your own leisure

And what am I expected to say
When I can't keep my demons at bay
And the heavens seem to fall down
Upon my existence, upon my crown

I'm the one behind the scenes
Always pulling all the strings
Oh please just tell me what to do
Master or puppet its up to you

[chorus]
All I wanted was to be happy
Making this world a better place
All I wanted was good for them
Oh what a bloody disgrace

Call my friend or foe anyday
Watch when things go the wrong way
Make it right correct the trouble
Life seems like one or double

Hate me for my petty lies
See me cry and close my eyes
I am so scared of this place
Ruined mind inside a ruined face

[chorus]

My head hurts like bloody hell
This thing just can't end well
A car crash or catastrophe
feeling so empty inside of me.