A Poem by James Hamilton

Deep inside my head.

I want fame.
I want money.
I want bad b*****s.
I want to kill these m***********s I don´t like.
I want to be high all day and all night 24 motherfucking 7.
I want the biggest goddamn house on this planet with the f*****g nicest cars.
I am nothing.
I have nothing.
I hate this world.
I hate this society.
I hate you and I hate me.
I hate fame, money, b*****s, killers, drugs, big houses and fancy car.
I f*****g hate it.
And theres no damn escape.
It´s over.
They got into my mind.
I am god.
I am the devil.
I am the most powerful human being and you are all my slaves.
I am a slave.
Look at what you made of me.
You destroyed me.
You corrupted my mind.
You made me an evil god.
A good devil. I am nothing.
I am everything.
I need to get it out of my mind.
It´s deep inside.
There´s no escape.
I need you.
Help me.
Free me!
Kill god and the devil!
They chained me.
Break my chains!

© 2013 James Hamilton

Author's Note

James Hamilton
A deep insight in my mind. I am one of that sad fellas who realised how the media is corrupting our minds and money is the god of our dirty religion. The happy ones are them who never wake up.

Please write me a review. If you feel like me sometimes please write it (it can be in a message too if you don´t want everybody to see it).

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This gave me some chills! Made me think about the internal conflicts within all of us - we all have aspects within us that we love and hate, often at the same time! things we want and hate ourselves for wanting and hate ourselves for not having and hate ourselves for not being able to stop wanting.

Posted 10 Years Ago

This poem intrigued me

Posted 10 Years Ago

this is a very well written internal struggle, well done.

Posted 10 Years Ago

James Hamilton

10 Years Ago

thank you. i wrote this at 2am and i just couldn´t stop writing. i´m happy you liked it.

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Added on February 6, 2013
Last Updated on February 6, 2013


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