First Encounters With Lust

I never do this, I really don't,

I don't have much faith in romantics

For all my ridiculous antics

The other girls think this is all overblown;

 

They don't understand what I'm feeling,

How I pine when you walk in the room

How my virgin heart knows that so soon...

I'll surrender and drown in this longing

 

You're something new and disturbing

You could give me more than I could take

You could be my mistake...

The concept is darkly alluring

 

I am so willing and this is so new

There's nothing that I would like more

Than to see you outside of my door

But I'd be afraid to take you

 

I think about you in the night

You're an imprint on my eyelids

Your fingers trailing on my skin...

Your teasing eyes sparkling bright...

 

You are not mine, but I'm fully yours

The common sense I lack,

To want someone that would love me back

Your mystery I live for

 

This is wrong, it's not allowed

And it's not fair to you!

To have you know the truth

To hear me cry out loud

 

You should be allowed to love her

I can take this and be strong

I will sing you your love song

While my heart hums its funeral dirge

Author's Note

ROUGH DRAFT.

Reviews

[Alaina]

This is an excellent poem my dear. I love it. The emotion in this peice is soo strong your such an excellent writer, great work!

[unspokenguilt]

I like it...it flows well and i'm loving the emotion!