A Vestige of My Youth

A Vestige of My Youth

 

 

It was winter

the year my unemployment checks

were running out.

I was barely getting by paying rent

existing on cold pizza and ramen noodles,

with a diamond deck of solitaire

to kill the monotony of time.

 

It was the eighties,

the era of hair metal bands and MTV.

I worked in a record store

when LP’s were just beginning to phase out. 

A place that my friends referred to as

“the dream job.”

 

 I was single then

dating men with the frequency

of Monday night football,

writing free verse crossed legged on a hardwood floor

with a smith corona, a halogen lamp

and Jessie.

 

Fast forward twenty years

and here I am

wishing I could go back

to the rush of those nine to five days,

flipping through numerous categories of LP’s

in chronological  order,

cramming the copious names of artists

and classifications of music

into the cerebral of my brain.

 

A vestige of my youth

so well spent. 

 

Reviews

[Betty Hermelee]

I think we all loved this time in our lives....a job, freedom, dating,and just plain doing what made us happy, even though we were pretty poor; it was sometime to remember....ah yes those halogen lamps, recall them well....well done Kelly!
Best, B

[Kelly Scheppers]

And we never thought we'd be looking back on those days, wishing we could go back! Glad you could join me on this one, Betty. Thank you so much!

[Betty Hermelee]

You're very welcome Kelly
Warmly, B

[Coyote Poetry]

I did the same dear Kelly.
"writing free verse crossed legged on a hardwood floor
with a smith corona, a halogen lamp"
I wrote a 200 page book on the corona on floppy disk. I am re-reading the 200 page story written in 1992. Time does fly by dear friend. Thank you for sharing the amazing poetry and your thoughts.
Coyote

[Kelly Scheppers]

Thank you, John! Always good to hear from you!

[Coyote Poetry]

Was my pleasure dear Kelly and you are welcome.

[Throwing Romeo]

Enjoyed the cadence of this .
Time just slides right on by .
more for me than you because
it was like 40 years ago to me.
Now
I don't have the time to blink.

[Kelly Scheppers]

I appreciate the kindness given. Thank you!

[FGFRANKLIN]

Great read. 1980 was forty-three years ago. I wish it was twenty. Even 1989 was nearly 35 years ago. Doesn't time go by in a blur? Lps have made a comeback as a specialty item today. The album art, lyrics and sound are still found appealing by many. I never had a typewriter, per se. I had a word processor with onscreen read out though. It was supposed to be the zenith of high tech back then...it took ink cartridges instead of a ribbon. It was a gift from a professor friend of mine who encouraged me to write. My first child was born in 1984 so the whole decade was pretty much parenting for me. I was in my mid-twenties then and just working like crazy to make ends meet. If I could go back in time I might want to revisit the seventies more, my teen years were a lot of fun.

[Kelly Scheppers]

I'm finding a lot of reviews, referring to wanting to go back in time. As decades go, it truly was the best for me. Now, I've got it immortalized in cyberspace for eternity! Thank you, Fabian!

[FGFRANKLIN]

An old man has his memories. That has to be time travel enough I suppose. But the children seem to think we were never young.

[Ken e Bujold]

Monday night football metaphor is worth it's weight in gold Kelly. Fabulous poem taking us back to a sense of place and time. We are I suspect of the same age, and while my memories of 80s never got so bleak as being down to last nickels, I can identify with the bleakness of the times, and how passage of years fills us with sense of what was good about those days, though only time can allow us see now.

[Kelly Scheppers]

I loved the football metaphor! I must say, I patted myself on the back for that one. Lol, thank you, Ken!

[Pete]

i too remember going to the record store (rainbow records) in the mall they built in my town when i was a kid. i too would flip through the vinyl lp's, eight-track and cassette tapes. they were organized by group and genre ( i can still picture it). they would always be playing the latest releases with colored lights above. i could spend forever there and never leave.

they say that we always return to our roots. in a strange way, some of the most difficult times of my life also stand out as the best. the older i get the more i realize that less is more. we never lose hold if that which makes us who we are. the road less traveled that we tried to avoid can turn out to be more fulfilling than we could ever have imagined - because we made it through being and doing what makes us who we were meant to be ...

[Kelly Scheppers]

I echo your sentiment deeply, Pete...especially the closing. Thank you so much, my friend!

[Dara]

This is just wonderful Kelly. It’s amazing how our memories can take us right back to those unforgettable moments of our youth. I can just picture you standing among the LP’s and then sitting cross legged on the floor writing. Your furry friend Jessie makes the image complete. Loved this!

[Kelly Scheppers]

My dear Dara, sometimes just having the presence of a friend on my page is worth more than any words can construe. Thank you!

[JessyJacob]

Dear Kelly, You said it is vestige and also someone is feeling nostaligc about it, then why not to revive the history, because we can go ahead and reach high, but there is nothing wrong with revisting the history and make some changes, long sleeves been 80s 90s short sleeves ans 2000s no sleeves, we would like great in long sleeves again, its my feeling. Fashion is reinventing incorporating the old style too, but anyway, if few feel good about past i am glad, i too keep updated with latest trends some of them to follow. I keep restricted to long hair and long dresses. I know my man doesnt like these two go beyond to short i see keep them same though how fast the world is changing.


Thank you, its great rewinding, and remembering some points of past and seeing everyone's reactions on it.
Great lines and sinking well.
I dont want to get separated in name atleast.
-jessy.

[Kelly Scheppers]

Thank you for being here, Jessy! Hope you're having a wonderful summer!

[JessyJacob]

This summer is special to me, as my son with me, more manageable than last one, he is quite outgrown now, and great decisions ahead. Hope summer is keeping you busy with vacations off.

[JessyJacob]

Great going, you have an outstanding talent in managing I saw Tri- opportunities of positions. Reach the sky.

[JessyJacob]

Hi Kelly, I think Ken has to take retirement, making home 🏡 makes mom happy. I am glad, 3 of at biz it will definitely be in top 50. Sorry if I am making you all too much to work. But to read your poetry I am waiting for. I’m doing fine.

[JessyJacob]

Well I could see your portrait on cover page too soon. The emerging top company.

[Kelly Scheppers]

Jessy, thank you for your visit today. Be well and remember you have a purpose in this life!

[JessyJacob]

Thank you dear Kelly. Sure.

[Fran Marie]

A lovely poem Kelly reminiscing about bygone days
the once vinyl LP s so many stacked high, sadly the
world has vastly changed and fast. High tech electronics
and internet speeding life into the fast lane, now AI moving
fast and. beyond ..soon we'll all be robotic androids living
in a fake plastic perfected world...your poem brought back
such pleasant memories to behold ..an enjoyable read

[Kelly Scheppers]

"High tech electronics and internet speeding life into the fast lane." So well articulated, Fran. Thank you so much for your visit and kindness of words!

[redzone]

KELLY, HI!!!! it is so nice to read you again.... you may think I'm a bit crazy, but I have always envisioned you, sitting cross-legged and writing your poems, while in the background the vinyl crackled some smoothe jazz (maybe Boney James, or Najee) and a glass of wine (perhaps some Merlot or Rose) next to you... your today's poem of memory took me there again, a voyeur walking through your words and watching your pen flow across the page.... Kelly, thank you for exciting my imagination, for sharing your poem... it is good to read you again!!!

[Kelly Scheppers]

CURT!!!! Hello!! Lol, It looks like you know me pretty well, my friend! Lol, what a thrill it is seeing you. Thank you for your presence here today, and for the light you bring!

[redzone]

Strange, when I came back a few days ago, I was thinking I have to go and see if Kelly is still posting and say HI and then you left that short hello on my profile and it made me smile!!! YES, SHE LIVES!!! lol... I sent you a note on your profile and tried to link a Najee song but it wouldn't let me... oh well... it was Najee's 'AS', in the album 'In The Key of Life (a tribute to stevie Wonder)' Anyway, it is really good to read and "see" you again Kelly.