Drown The Pain, In a Still Greater Pain

Feet stomping. Hey can you listen them on roll?

Their New Year Call. Electronics emerging, surging.

The laser falling on their tees, and submerging.

Wait yeah, I am installing happiness in me.

Look, its failing miserably. Let me stand here, or disappear.

Go walk to the party, nah let them not jeer.

Hear, the music, stilettos and those hot chicks.

Glass clinking, blinking. All drinking and sinking

Listen, drink one for me, and keep laughing.

Dance like forever and I’ll keep watching.

Those flashes don’t blind me anymore. I ignore,

The DJ, and the crowd roar. I keep staring away.

Stray, I want to cry loud, blow myself inside out.

But s**t, that’s not how these emotions are employed.

The codes of a loner, the ethics of the destroyed.

Hallucinating in every possible pain, so insane.

My feathers so burnt, ashes falling on my smoking flesh.

So fresh. I desire to die, hold on to my own death and cry.

How can you laugh at me, what makes me look so funny.

Honey, I’m not gonna lie, I failed and I don’t deny.

Or beg you to stay, go away. Look at those party lights.

Their glory, their brights and exotic drizzling heights.

Fly as you ever did, while blood in me drains, and rains.

Stains, till my worth fades, and my existence looks a scar.

Capture me while i laugh like something gone very wrong,

While I step on the edge, and rush down like a shooting star.

I am full of anger, and I am not pretending. Intending,

To walk off forever, wherever. With a knife in the soul,

Begging console. I’ve lost all my mind, I’m lost in the time.

I stare at the void of brilliant depression. Till I collide.

And burst into flames of dazzling sun and a millions of blames.

I dig up the earth and bury my name. And drown all my pain,

In a still greater pain..

Reviews

[Novelwriter97]

Amazing poem! I usually don't enjoy poems all that much, but yours have so far really reeled me in. Can't wait to read more! ^_^

[Abhishek Izy]

Thank you. That was super sweet

[Rye]

deep and very powerful and very emotional, Your last stanza, so sad too.
Nicely written and presented

[Abhishek Izy]

It’s so powerful a feeling when someone finds sense in the chaos of our minds. Thank you again for your time and review 😊😊