Never Again

Just need an outlet; long story short, I've lost a friend.

I told you something - 

One of my darkest secrets

Something not many people knew

As I told you more

You said you already knew

And I wasn't that surprised

I've been crying for a while now

Feeling a feeling I hate

Loathing you 

Loathing your reaction

My reaction

Even though there was truth

Laced through the words

Weaved into the letters

There was truth somewhere

Four years ago we met

Now everything's unraveling 

And I don't think it's my fault

I knew things would be different

When I returned to school

In September

It was probably easier

To change things now

Then in Spetember

Even though they had

Nothing to do with it

I won't be friends with the others

Won't be friends with the 

"Popular" girls either

I'll try to stay on my own

Where no one will

Watch as I don't eat

While they shake their heads

Where no one will

Try and shove unwanted

Calories down my throat

Where no one will

Understand me but

That is for the best

Author's Note

This was just a release for me. I told one of my closest friends something, and she completely freaked. So... You can now be harsh.
~N~

Reviews

[The Lost One]

I love this

[Vin]

I love this, often our closest friends don't take things the way we want them to and it's hard to deal with. Especially when it's something really personal and serious. I think you captured this very well and created an amazing poem from such a difficult subject. Well done!

-Beth

[Dupree]

I understand how you feel. Friends need to learn that they need to be supportive. This is a great poem about this topic. The topic is a harsh one and can be difficult to write about. I think you did the topic justice, just remember my friend that avoiding food will not help yuou. Be well.

- Dupree

[Sean Eddingfield]

I think... that it is the fate of those whose minds are dark and deep to be plagued by the etherial demons that do inhabit that darkness... and so suffer we shall. Let your spirit feed on the souls of those who will not understand... flee to the darkness and do your damnedest to take them with you.