Judgment

Judgment

A Poem by Tyler
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Why did you ridicule her. You not know of what the future wife of god is

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I'm not going through this life of a kind person
I'm not going through this pain but I'm waiting for you
The devil oh god I'm not
I'm not sure what you think of me

But I talk like a side walk
It cracks under the soul
I mis step I break
I fall apart
I'm not looking at thoughts
No not at all

I'm my thoughts with his in the background

F**k that is ?
F**k f**k f**k
The only word that holds meaning
Cause god means the toilet
Drugs the devil
I'll flush them both without a second thought
Second that and berate me like I was in high school
F**k school and all the podiums with their heads
Cut you down with one word
F*****g cut you off and snatch your mic

UMMM ?

F**k it
I'm just anti everything
Evil I am
Loving I was
Thoughtful delightful spiteful .... yes
Yes to the above
No to the below

So read between the lines
Cut your wrists I'll show you blood
It's on her pillow next to her head
Save me !

I said save me b***h
Fall into this hallow ditch
Grab a shovel cause the only gold you'll find is below my body

They talk back like the blood on my back
It's torn like my clothes
It's dirty like my hands

They hold the crown and platinum diamonds of a gem hidden in the sand

I'm not looking for my thoughts
I'm just waiting for you
My heart has broken
I'm not going through this pain
I'm not looking forward
My heart has broken


And I'm losing sense of self
I'm not going through this life
I'm not going through the walls
I'm not going to the point of day
I'm not going
I'm not going
I'm not going

I'm going

© 2017 Tyler


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Added on April 2, 2017
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Tyler
Tyler

Toronto, Canada



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