The Lonely Letters - 1

Lonely.

It has been a while since I have felt that empty feeling. Sitting in my room, the yellow light seems too bright but that's all I have. Or should I leave my room tomorrow and get a white bulb? One of those energy saving LED that cost a little more than simple filament ones.Or should I just get a proper lamp, those cute ones from IKEA; and replace this dumpster find I pulled out of a 2nd hand store.

Lonely.

Four months after getting off my anti-depressants, I started to feel again. Amazing how a pill could dampen my moods and numb my emotions. At least it kept me sane, and alive. And functional. That on most days, I can still work at a pace not befitting my late 40s frame. Sooner or later, I have to slow down and admit; I cannot keep up with the youngsters in the office.

Lonely.

A loveless relationship is the worse place to be stuck in. Neither between a rock or a hard place. No. This is the limbo between the grace of heaven and the pain of hell. I am most lonely, when couples talk about how happy they are. Fine. You found your happiness. I wished I had waited a little longer, remain alone for a little more time it took to fall in love.

Love.

What is that? That's a story for another day.

Lonely. Yes, I am lonely.

Reviews

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I enjoy this snip it format you have going on here, small snip its from different aspects of life.
I'm not sure if this is happening right now, but if it is, I hope expressing it could help you somehow.

I would like to keep reading any more letters you have, so I'll be here.

Thank you for sharing! :-)