Chapter 5A Chapter by KeevanI set Asher's glass of warm milk on the table as he ran around
doing his nightly routine. He exhibited obsessive compulsive disorder and
wasn't able to stray from it. Every night before bed he had to flush the toilet
twice after using it, wash his hands, and then flush it one more time. I've
tried coming up with some way to coax him into not doing it, but he's adamant
and throws a tantrum if he can't fulfill his need to do it. Edward was sitting at the kitchen
table with me. I explained to him Asher's OCD as best as I could. When Asher
finally walked downstairs in his rocket ship pajamas, Edward whistled and said,
"Gnarly PJ's, kiddo." Asher ignored him and took his seat at the
table. I smiled and patted his hair. "Did you do your thing?" I asked
him. He nodded and took a drink of his milk. "I'm not working tomorrow,
bud," I said, sitting next to him at the table. "What do you want to
do?" "Picnic," he said
immediately, looking at Edward. "With daddy." I glanced at Edward, who looked surprised. "Well, why not?" he said
with a grin. "That sounds like fun." He ruffled Asher's hair and
asked, "Where do you want to have the picnic?" "That sounds like a lot of
fun," I said, smiling at Edward. "We haven't gone on a picnic in a
really long time." Asher finished his milk and slid off of his chair,
walking his glass to the sink. He couldn't reach. "Mommy, can you help
me?" he asked. I walked over and lifted him up so he could set his glass
into the sink to be washed. "Goodnight, mommy," he
said as I set him down. "Night, hon," I replied.
"I'll be up to tuck you in in a bit. Remember to brush your teeth,
ok?" Asher nodded and made his way up the stairs, Dexter following
suit. "I think you just won 'father
of the year,'" I said as I sat back down at the table. "I couldn't say no, could
I?" Edward retorted. "I can't afford to make him hate me." "You're a great mom,"
Edward said softly into my ear. "You deserve a break, Lucy." I bit my
bottom lip and said, "Moms don't take breaks until they're six feet
under." "Well, that was a morbid way to
put it," Edward sighed. His arms released me and he yawned, stretching his
arms above him. "I need to go tuck Asher into
bed," I said, taking a deep breath. "I'll be right back down." "Time for bed," I said,
lifting Asher off of his bed and setting him on the floor. Dexter wagged his
tail, now standing. I pulled back the covers. "Climb in." Asher
crawled into the bed and held up his storybook. "Mommy, can you read
tonight?" "Sorry, not tonight," I
yawned, tucking his blankets around him. "Mommy's tired." "Can daddy?" "Sweetie, let's let him get
some rest, too, okay? I'm sure he had a long train ride to get here."
Dexter was suddenly on the bed, his massive head suddenly between Asher and I.
Asher giggled and hugged Dexter around his neck as he settled down, resting his
head on Asher's belly. I patted his head and said, "You keep him in this
bed, Dex. No wandering around again." Dexter replied with an exhausted
sigh, wagging his tail slightly. "I was right, you are a good
mom," Edward suddenly said behind me. I jumped, not expecting him to be
there. "I thought you were waiting
downstairs," I whispered, ushering him around the corner from Asher's
room. "What, I can't be there when
you put our son to bed?" Edward joked. His smile faltered. "Ed, stop feeling guilty,"
I said. "You're here now and that's all that matters, okay?" Edward
nodded. "Okay." He turned and saw that our bedroom was right behind
him. "I...guess I'll be crashing on
the couch," he said. "Goodnight, Lucy." "Don't leave me alone," I
whispered. "Not tonight." Edward closed his eyes and rested his
forehead against mine. "I won't leave you alone. I promise." We walked into the bedroom. _____________________________________________________________________
"Ed, what's the
matter?" I asked, stifling a yawn. Edward was sitting up in bed with a
worried look on his face. He turned and swung his legs over the side of the
bed, his face in his hands. I sat up and pulled the blanket over to cover my
chest. "Edward," I said quietly,
placing my hand on his AutoMail. "Talk to me." He looked over his
shoulder at my hand and sighed. "What if...we didn't think that
through?" he asked. "You mean...what if I get
pregnant?" I replied, on my knees and hugging him from behind, my chin
resting on his left shoulder. He nodded. "Ed, don't worry," I said
quietly. "It isn't possible anymore. "What do you mean?" "Don't apologize," Edward
said softly, turning around and hugging me. Don't you dare apologize. Asher is
our child together, Lucy." I wiped my eyes and smiled. "I love you, Edward," I
whispered. "I'm so glad to have you back." "I love you, too," he
whispered back. "I promise, I'm not going anywhere anytime soon." _____________________________________________________________________
"Let's go, let's
go!" Asher whined, tugging on my hand. "C'mon! Picnic!" "Asher, settle down! I'm still
making lunch." He groaned loudly. "Go outside and play with Dex,
okay?" I told him. "We'll go soon." "Fine," Asher pouted,
crossing his arms. He stomped out the door, Dexter following him. Just as Asher
walked out the door, Edward walked in, sidestepping around Dexter and holding a
picnic basket over his head. "Winry and Granny had
one," he said, setting the basket on the table. "I'll have to call and thank
them later," I replied, cutting the sandwiches in half and putting them in
separate bags. “Edward, there are some apples in the fridge. Mind cutting
some up for Asher?” “No problem.” He took two apples and
sliced them before putting them in bags as well. I filled a small bowl with ice
and put the apple slices in it then put a lid on the bowl to keep the apples
cold and to make sure they didn’t brown. “He’s so excited,” Edward said,
looking out the window at Asher. “I thought you said he was really introverted?”
“He normally is. I haven’t seen him
this energetic in a really long time.” It made me happier than ever to see
Asher come out of his shell, but there was a small part of me that wondered how
long it was going to last. The phone suddenly began ringing. “I’ll get it,” Edward offered,
moving toward it. He answered it, “Hello?” He paused as he listened to the
caller. “Uh, yeah, just a sec.” He held the phone out to me. I put down what I
was doing and wiped my hands on my jeans before taking the phone from him. “This is Lucy,” I said into it. “Lucy, hi, this is Rosemary,” the
elderly woman on the other side of the line said. “Listen, I know I said
yesterday that you didn’t need to come in today, but I really need an extra set
of hands right now. I don’t expect it to be too long, maybe an hour or two. Are
you available?” “Can’t the gentleman who answered
the phone watch him for you?” Rosemary begged. “It’s crazy over here and I
really need the help.” After all she had done for me, I couldn’t find it in my
heart to say no to her. “Alright, Rosemary, I’m on my way,”
I said with a sigh. “I’ll be there in about ten minutes.” I hung up the phone,
feeling suddenly drained of energy. “What’s up?” Edward asked, finishing
up packing the basket. “Where do you need to go?” “For how long? What about the
picnic?” “She guessed between one and two
hours.” I slipped my shoes on and put on my coat. “Asher’s going to hate me for
this.” I stepped outside and Edward followed me with the basket. “Can we go now?” Asher asked, running
over and hugging my legs. I kneeled down and said, “I’m really sorry, Asher,
but Rosemary called and she needs my help with flowers.” “What about the picnic?” he asked,
clearly disappointed. “The two of us can still have a
picnic,” Edward said. “We’ll have to have twice as much fun for mommy, okay?” “But…” Asher whimpered, his eyes
tearing up. I hugged him and kissed his forehead. “It’s ok, sweetie. You and
daddy have fun and I’ll join you as soon as I can. Be happy for mommy, okay?
Can I see your smile?” He wouldn’t smile. Instead he wiped his eyes and walked
over to Edward, taking his hand. I was used to Asher being distant, but after
he had been so happy, I felt a pain in my heart. “I’m really sorry, Asher.” I
stood back up and kissed Edward’s cheek before waving goodbye and walking down
the path to the flower shack by the station. © 2016 Keevan |
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