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i worry too much about cigarettes

and i like to eat too much to be

the being i desire to be.

i want to chain smoke

and hold my cigarette the wrong way

according to society.

i want to watch indie movies

until the wee hours of the morning

while starving myself

and feeling etherial.

ill burn holes in my cups

while wondering why the beatles

were such a big influence.

ill tap my toes enough times

to make me feel okay

about the situation

while hating his smile

though that should be impossible.

pick up my pen and do something

to come together in peace.