yea.

I guess, my main problem is starting....

Is like commitment, I can't just say darling

so easily, these bad habits 

keep at it and is pleasing me 

teasing me.... Making me really think that 

that's happiness....

Seconds of enjoyment turns to days of crapiness....

I feel this crankiness when my soul wakes up and realizes

all the ruckus and horseplay going on upstairs, my mind....

Live in the moment , they tell me

The past is being camouflaged by the addictions 

and those habits are flying with bright colors towards my future.

....what the f**k?

Reviews

[Solitary Traveler]

These are your own thoughts, and you've already reached the conclusion. Leaving for the moment, if it feels good do it, those are not mantras to live by. They are the mantras people use when they aren't really living. They are breathing, but not really alive. Bathing themselves in sensations, but not in control. When you exercise control, then you are alive.

[Cryingkate]

Love your response

[dw817]

⊰ℛℛ⊱
Likely no need to drop the F bomb, just ffffuuu, or something similar.
http://bit.ly/1cmbfbC

As for your cranky days. Always get plenty of sleep, plenty of exercise, plenty of good nutritious foods, and plenty of love. The others you can do on your own initiative, the latter is granted on how well you treat others in your own admission.

While it might be good advice to SEIZE THE DAY, or as you said, "live in the moment," they never did exactly say what day we should seize or what moment we should live.

So - settle down for latching on to at least one day to seize per week and go from there. :)

[Dayran]

A case of ' the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak ' CRZ ... keep at it.

[Frieda P]

Love a humorous rant, this one hit the spot! ;-)

[Calibaster]

That's so true! And funny! :) ;) I really liked it, the only thing that irked me was the swearing, but you don't have to change it if you don't want to. :)

[sivan]

quite a humorous take on the everyday thoughts we have. nice one

[Sara-Hannah Carver]

You are talented, and you are REAL with your writing. That is something that I can get behind, and truly admire. Keep it up, and I look forward to reading more of your work.

[Mike Emil]

ruckus and horseplay
that is good
HAI!!!

[Einstein Noodle]

yes...addictions one wants to break become even more alluring the minute we commit to quit ... perseverance, support, commitment and replacing the habit with something healthy ..will win out ...
"The past is being camouflaged by the addictions
and those habits are flying with bright colors towards my future."

saddens me as all too often we do fail and give up trying to change... the exasperation in the last line really brings the point home... well done says i
E.

[Rose of many colours]

This piece is alright. I sounds like a youth is having some struggle with his life,I am not one who give room for expletives..For me this shadows the real stuff