Damn Back and front....

The damn thing he always asks for

she is not ready to show on camera

she feels maybe little uneasy nervous

not a mania, but want to show off as he touches 

and gives space beside her in home too, 

wasn't it late for so much patience i had, 

do you don't think so its my life and not your fun

I do care for you for thee care thy.

Reviews

[Richard🖌]

Hi, Jessy 🥀

Oh-BOY, I'm first to review this excellent Free Verse poem for you!
It is nice to meet you and enjoy your uniquely excellent style, written with such knowing skill and interest about one of a relationship's most touchy subjects.
Goodness knows, Jessy, I'm not a prude … quite the opposite in fact, but the decision to pose for scintillating photos should never be taken lightly. Once it is on film or in a digital camera, it can be easily and permanently shared with the world; so, think twice, knowing that who you trust today may tomorrow not be so beloved and trustworthy. It's always best to be cautious now than sorry for life. I know, it's tempting to have fun and satisfy your guy's pornographic whims … still, you'll be the one left with the undoable outcome.
Follow your heart and wisest judgement in this situation, and definitely not before seriously considering the red flags. Remember, boyfriends, lovers, and husbands can come and go, but you're stuck with yourself and your character forever.
Awww, just listen to me dragging my soapbox along … I must apologize, but I've seen too many good ladies make this permanent mistake many times over, and I'd not like to even think of you doing it, too.

"The damn thing he always asks for
she is not ready to show on camera" (good for you!)
"wasn't it late for so much patience i had,
do you don't think so its my life and not your fun" (wiser words were never spoken)

Love your title, artwork choice, and splendid poetic style … keep it up; love your lovely accent, too! ⁓ Richard🖌

[JessyJacob]

Thank you Richard, i heard you got married, thats good for you. I like you being with your soap box as you adore her, its not a mistake, sometime you will fidn your soulmate little late or somewhere in a relationship, i too found him little late, but he has to give away for a while thinking he is resolving world issues, but when i came to know he wants me and needs me, i didnt want to have lose me or cry for me again and never. I love him though i was away and a little anger, but he ordered me so i just listened to him, anyways, i like your soap box for you, i mean it, i never liked fair skin, but i forced myself to see or praise non lovable things. I like black skin for their innocence, and cute features which are sharp and attractive but never i see looks i see inside childish things, which i want, by natural i am elder , in my family his family, as a natural kid he, younger in his family to me also makes us perfect or maybe imperfect couple but never i am gonna stop loving him as he is my soulmate the ultimate one, though few people entered my life.
sorry i rejected your friendship thinking it will mislead for people to gossip or plan something wicked, you are good soul and friend which my sister likes. i mean your soap box.

regards,
jessy jacob,
a purple heart,

do you think i am disturbing your friend, please dont think otherwise i just love him and adore him.

[Richard🖌]

You're so very welcome, Jessy 🙏

So, you (and your sis) approved of my little soapbox speech, eh? I do, sometimes, get passionate about feelings.
Sorry to hear your man is far away from your caring warmth, but you know what is written: "Absence makes the heart grow fonder, and tears are only rain to make love grow."
Concerning skin colors, I know many have their own preferences. But, in my heart we're one and the same, because beneath the surface we're all the same color. My eyes see the beauty in every color, but in friendship, love, and camaraderie, I see myself reflected there, too,and I see hearts, souls, and humans … all with our dreams, desires, wants, needs, sadness and happiness alike, each of us a poetess or poet in our deeper spirits, each the same; though, each and every one their own unique being.
Ha-hah! See? There I go again on my soapbox … LOL!
I love and warmly respect what you said, "never i see looks i see inside childish things, which i want, by natural". I, too, am the eldest of my family's siblings … we share this in common understanding.
"sorry i rejected your friendship thinking it will mislead for people to gossip or plan something wicked, you are good soul and friend". Jessy, please, never apologize for making what you believe is the right decision … it shows confidence in your own intelligence … always, an admired and respected trait.
So, not to worry … I just again requested our friendship. 😊 But, I'll understand if you want to say, "No!" again.
Truthfully, I think what friends share in personal honesty and their own enjoyment are far more important than what other judgemental people might imagine, but that's just me.

I've very much enjoyed spending these moments with you, Jessy, and hope you'll find a little bit of time to visit and enjoy some of my writing, too.

Hugs 'n happy blessings ⁓ Richard🌾